Emotions are a funny thing.
Like at one point, you will be laughing, wither it be laughing at a sound your friends made, or because you kicked a soccer ball at the teacher.
Then like five seconds later, you could be about to break down an cry. You could be thinking of every single thing in every single situation that made you, or someone else sad.
Or when the person you like, hangs around another person than you, just a little bit, but it still feels like you have a huge hole in your stomach that can only be filled by their laughter or talking to you.
At some points, you just want to be numb, because feeling the pain of falling off your bike, or having the person that you thought you loved, ripped out of your life isn’t a good feeling.
I personally, if my doctor had this, I would take it. If they had a pill or even just a shot that would make a oblivious to the pain, I bet lots I’d people would take it.
Some people would say that that’s not how the human system works, that in real life, you would have to feel that. But if we had this, everyone would be happy. No crying. No tears. At the parts of life your supposed to cry, you just feel numb.
Think of how many people we would save from suicide or drunk driving because they don’t have their EX in their life so they drank 1 too many, and then about 10 more.
Sure there would still be fighting, but you wouldn’t feel the bullet hole in your leg, you wouldn’t feel the searing hot pain, dragging you down. You would fight because to you, its war, and yes you might die bur at least you flight for your country a little longer.
No money spent on depression pills.
No money for expensive clothes because no one would feel jealous.
Just the happy-ness like someone that you love, just have you the best kiss ever.
The joyfull-ness like when you get a puppy on Christmas for the first time.
The self-achievement because you just won that medal for that huge race that you have been practicing for since you were so small.
Just happy, no sad.